1. |
god
04:04
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Vs. 1
God I don't understand what you're doing in my life
My heart shattered time after time
The shame I carry isn't mine
I hope you've cried oceans of tears over
What I've been through
My innocence is gone forever
Sadness growing so much closer
Cracks are getting deeper faster
Chorus
I don't know if I'll ever be whole again
I don't know if I'll ever be whole again
Vs. 2
God I don't understand the ways
Of your world anymore
I never understood I guess I
Was just faking before
I wanna understand but I can't see through
Try to make some sense of all the senseless things we do
Chorus
Bridge
I don't understand the logic in your plan
evil things we do your image made in man
Plow shares beaten back to swords
Pedophilic priests, papal lies, and holy wars
Breakdown
I know how it feels to be hurt
I wanna know what it's like to be loved
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2. |
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Vs 1.
Come here honey
Let me slap an easy solution
On your pain
The past is over
You should be a saint and forgive all the evil men
Who killed your childhood
You have no right to feel anger or resentment because
It makes me uncomfortable
Chorus
Sorry Charlie
This is not your day and I am not your honey
I am a grown woman even if I was a child
Well I have feelings and I damn well will express them
Sorry Charlie, Sorry
Vs. 2
Leave the bible beaters hell I used to be one
What a fool I was
I now know all the issues people have with church
And why they hate it and refuse to go
If evil is everywhere disguised as goodness
Behind a cross
Who the hell needs hell
We are already there
Chorus
Be who you say you are
Let your actions speak for you
No not your mouth, no not your mouth
'Cuz I believe your actions
Before your words
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3. |
how I feel
03:37
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Vs.1
No one else's words seem to come close
To how I feel
So I've gotta speak up and say what I feel
For myself
God knows I need help
And so do I
Can't carry this heavy burden
All by myself
'cause I've tried and I've watched myself fall
Through the ground
It's impossible to keep it all inside
Chorus
'Cause the anger, the hate, and the humiliation
Has gotta come out or I'll deteriorate into a bitter woman
No one else can stand
Vs. 2
I need patience from you
From everyone
I need your ears to open wide
And listen
I have to learn my own boundaries
I deserve time to get in touch
With my emotions
No solutions from your mouth
There are none to find
I've tried to leave that all behind
Chorus
Bridge
Hold me, hold me, hold me
Let me cry, let me be
How I need to be
Help me thru this to the other side
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4. |
Zaba Grace - voices
04:30
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Vs. 1
Oh God I am willing to try
Anything to drown the voices in my head
They keep saying
I am nothing
I am worthless
And I should be dead
But I don't wanna die
I only want this part of me to die
Chorus
These pills, this food
And if I screw my brains out
Will I be okay
If I snort a little more
Stick a needle in my arm
Will they shut up
Voices of demons everywhere
That is all I hear
There's blood running down my arm
And I don't wanna die
No, I don't wanna die
Please save me, please save me
Vs. 2
These feelings are so intense and
No one who knows me will listen
I try
Not to go crazy
But no one believes a word I say
Now I'm revived again
But I cannot get anyone to care
Chorus
Bridge
Voices calmed
I am free
You can't touch me anymore
I am freed by the truth
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5. |
zaba grace - angel
04:46
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Vs. 1
You say the sweetest things
All the time
You say how smart you think I am
You see so much in me that I don't see
You are the voice of hope
That I am something
Chorus
There are angels on this earth
(who come at all the right times)
There are angels on this earth
(who come at all the right times)
Vs. 2
You're love washes over me
You're words open my soul from pain
You see so much in me that I don't see
You are the voice of hope
That I am something
Chorus
Bridge
You bring good news
That hands are untied
To this wonderful feeling
And you, yes you show me
I have nothing to hide
I can reach for the sky
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6. |
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Vs. 1
Every head turned to look at you
And you thought that was what you wanted
It didn't give you what you thought it would
So now, you don't know what you want
Look at yourself
Longer than a second withiin
Chrous
There is no drug to cure insecurity
No drug for confidence or worthiness
Vs. 2
And money, success is this
Fight worth it
What does it bring
Strength, more problems or faith
Longer than a second withiin
Chrous
There is no drug to cure insecurity
No drug for confidence or worthiness
There is no drug to cure Insecurity
Or peace of mind, oh how I wish there were
Bridge
I peel one layer back
And then another
I'm tired of all this dysfunction
Running malignant thru my body
Vs. 3
I know a little something
A lot of nothing
I wish there was a road map
'cuz I don't know what my life brings
Look at yourself
Longer than a second within
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7. |
free
05:01
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Vs 1
All I have are questions
All I have are doubts
Can the one before me
Really be the one
It all sems too easy
It all seems too pure
This is what my soul has longed for
A friendship of love that does not
Look for more
How do you love me for me
'cuz you don't want
Anything from me
Chorus
Free
I'm totally free
Free to do whatever I choose
Free
I'm totally free
Oh but do I want this freedom
Sometimes I'm not too sure
Vs 2
When we start to get close
I run the other way
Why am I so scared
You love me for me
It all seems too easy
It all seems too pure
You want me to enjoy my life
Could it be you are the one
How do you love me for me
'cuz you don't want
Anything from me
chorus
Bridge
Baby I don't want you inside my heart
But you're already there
All I wanna do is tell you to leave
But I wouldn't dare
No I wouldn't dare
Chorus
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8. |
love
04:16
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Vs. 1
Just so you know
Everything you do is worth it
People watch, people know and learn
Who is genuine and who is not
So come back now
Give me strength to stand somehow
Always doubts, always fears
They encircle me
Chorus
But you break me down and you build me up with truth
And I never know when this will be
How this will feel
I know I don't understand a lot and I know
I'll always have a long, long way to go
Vs. 2
come back now
Give me strength to stand somehow
Always doubts, always fears
They encircle me
Chorus
Bridge
Lovely
to be loved by you
lovely to be loved
come back now
Give me strength to stand somehow
Always doubts, always fears
They encircle me
Chorus
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9. |
broken heart
04:45
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Vs. 1
Keep getting stuck on knowing why he broke your heart
You have to ask him if he lied to you from the start
But you can't look him in the eye 'cuz you blame yourself
Won't let yourself open up to someone else
Chorus
Broken heart
How does it heal
If you don't let it
Maybe you don't want it
'cuz you're never good enough
you're never loved enough
Talkin' yourself
Into giving up again
Vs. 2
Takin' over by the scene 'cuz your friends ain't around
You let the ways of the world drag you down to the ground
'Cuz you couldn't say no 'cuz you don't know how
Lost and lonely for so long that it's your fault now
Chorus
Bridge
Healing takes time
Willingness to shine
A light within you
To see what you have to
And let go and move on and let go
And if you don't you've only got yourself to blame
Final Chorus
Healing heart
How can it start
If you won't let it
You've got to let it
'Cuz you're always good enough
Always loved enough
Talkin' yourself into starting up again
And again
And again
Bridge
Outro
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Amy Jackson Greenville, South Carolina
Amy Jackson is a female pop-rock singer-songwriter based out of Greenville, SC. She specializes in girl empowerment songs. Amy formerly performed under the stage name, Zaba Grace.
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